7/9/11

Nothing you do is great.

For anyone who is progressing in knowledge or skill in any discipline, this is what I think. Take it or eat it.

Don't be happy with where you are in your pursuit of anything, whether it be the pursuit of knowledge, skill, or whatever you can think of. What I really mean is, don't be happy to the point of passivity. You've got to be content enough to be incited to actively progress but not contented while under conceit.

The more I learn, the more I learn I don't know. Learning is a trade off. You give up the thought of "Well, shoot, I know pretty much everything there is to know about web development" for the thought "I know nothing about this, but I'm glad I know that so I can actually seek out the subject. I need to get goin'." If ignorance is bliss, then basic understanding is saddening, increasing knowledge is humbling, and ultimate knowledge is bliss on steroids. If you're afraid of failure, you're competing with no one. If you aren't, then you're competing with everyone in your field. That's why it's so intimidating. Once you accept your ignorance, no matter how talented you actually are, and progress humbly, you're going to get somewhere above the others and you won't even notice it until you get there.


When Ben Folds was asked what advice he has for new artists once, he said:

"Same advice that I think would have been true as long as there have been artists at all--you put your craft and your art first, you learn as much as you can, and you keep striving to be better. I'm never comfortable with people in the studio or people that I work with who think that everything that they do is great...it always bothers me. I think we all ought to be trying to get better and that's really the main thrust of it"

As harsh as it sounds, nothing you do is great. And as you become greater, you'll still believe this because you won't realize how much you've progressed. Let your content and self-confidence/self-assurance come from the joy of progress and the acquisition of new knowledge instead of the old.

4/11/11

Falling

When a wise man makes an ostentatious remark, he dives from an elevation of humility into a pool of conceit and must climb back up, step by step, to reach it again. This is not all; for each time he dives, the elevation to which he must climb increases notably.

2/21/11

Get out of bed.

Have you ever had a real epiphany? That overpowering, liberating sense of something ethereal and barely tenable? If you have, you probably know what real creativity is. That epiphany that you hate, the thought that comes from anonymity and you try and try to figure it out but you can't understand what you did to get it, or deserve it, however you want to put it. Whether or not you believe it, if you know what I'm talking about, something always comes from it. And I have to be vague by saying 'something' because it can be as variable and as any variable gets. 

It's unconventional for me to get out of bed in first quarter of the morning to write about nothing, and the normal part of me would deem doing so illogical. I don't agree. When an enigmatic cloud appears and hovers over your brain, get out of bed and think about it.

We live everyday in normal mode, making normal reactions to normal occurrences that normally happen to normal people. The things we do are normal. I hate this, but most people either realize it and don't acknowledge it, don't know it's happening, or embrace the abnormal. Stop being normal and do something to change yourself. I have no idea what I'm talking about, but I'm still writing my thoughts. Yeah, maybe I won't learn anything; maybe I'm in my own little world conjecturing for self aggrandizement, but it's better than doing the same thing every single day and night. It's better than thinking my erratic state of mind is just a byproduct of sleep deprivation.

Don't think "Oh great, I'll be spending Friday night alone this weekend." Take advantage of such a great opportunity! Build a freaking bird house, invent a sport, play an instrument you've never touched, read a spanish childrens' book, stay up all night doing something you've never done. Better yet, practice, study, or think about whatever ever it is that interests you until you can't bare to do it anymore. Be insane once in a while. Don't be normal. Be abnormal and love it. Plenty of people live normally.

1/22/11

How to Really Learn Something

     Some may argue that in the modern world people are becoming apathetic and increasingly seeking lower and lower types of entertainment. In fact, the degenerating society is a notion held by much of the world. Headlines in newspapers and TV continually debase the gaming culture and criticize those who seek idle entertainment because it's seen as unproductive junk. Everything Bad is Good For You by Steven Johnson is a fantastic rebuttal to this claim. Without going into too much depth, he proves the cognitive benefits of engaging with what is commonly regarded as "junk" entertainment. He says our culture is actually becoming more and more complex, that people are learning a great deal from video games with challenging intellectual puzzles and tv shows with intricate plot lines and characters' relationships. Gamers and tv watchers may not realize how much training they are actually giving their brains. I recommend this book, especially if you disagree with Johnson's claim--as I did at first.

There are two tenets of learning I want to describe:
1. The importance of awareness
2. Learning to teach

1st:
     The things one normally associates with learning are easily identifiable. The proverbial image of a child reading a textbook probably comes to mind. Perhaps, but less often, an image of someone reading an article on a website such as Psychology Today may come to mind. The image of a kid playing games on the computer probably never comes to mind. It's important that we realize how often we acquire new information without consciously knowing it. You may ask why, if we acquire the information, does it make a difference whether we realize it? I think it's important because as we develop a working hypothesis of how we acquire information, we learn more about our memory and retention, and thus become more educated in how to be educated. (One thing that isn't stressed enough in our education.) Once we learn how we process information, retaining bits and pieces of what we learn will become much easier.

     For example, have you ever considered that while browsing Facebook, looking at trivial status updates and frivolous wall posts, you could be learning something about social relationships you could not learn otherwise? Have you ever considered that while you play The Sims you could be developing a working model of how a society should ideally run, or how lowering industrial tax rates can revive a rundown manufacturing district? Have you considered that while debugging frustrating computer problems, you could be developing applicable, real life problem solving skills and increasing your brain's capacity to handle complexity? Once we realize how much we're learning, it's easier to commit learned material to memory for easy access later.


2nd:
     Really learning something, knowing the ins and outs, and being able to discuss something in depth and with conviction, takes a great amount of work. It's easy to fall under the assumption that those who have mastered some subject are just naturally adept at what they do and can do it without any difficulty. Read Outliers by Malcolm Gladwell for some excellent proof against this assumption. What does take a lot of work but what I have found profoundly helpful in my learning is doing so with the intent to teach. No, masters of subjects have not all done this--some may actually be horrible teachers--but it gives one a straightforward course to validating one's efforts and motivating oneself. I believe it is imperative to be active with that which you are learning. You must deliberately and constantly cogitate on whatever it is. It is very beneficial to pretend as though you are giving someone a lecture on your subject, anticipate questions he might have, and develop thorough answers to those questions. Imagine a retort to your argument and emulate a rebuttal or counterpoint in your mind.

     The whole learn-to-teach thing makes for a nice snowball effect. Learning to teach effectively makes you a good teacher. And teaching, in itself, is an excellent learning method. Teaching and learning are two of the most inherent tendencies we have so I think it's best to consciously tie them together.